Porn Prayer

Porn Prayer and Lamentation

Lamentation:

In my heart I know I dont want it
so what draws me to it
Is it the imagery? the sound?
Is it the sight of her lips wrapped around it?
Is it the way her tongue swirls
Is it her gagging reflex and drooling spit
Is it her head in motion ?
Is it the way she licks and nicks
that seems to get me off?
Whatever it is, it is involuntary on my part
so why do I open the door?
Am I secretly longing for more?
to watch her face spattered and covered with it
to watch her swallow and spit
Is that what turns me on because it disgusts me!?
So what is it that draws me to it?
I want to be rid of it
I dont want to want it
I dont want to need it

Prayer:


Lord, set me free from this flesh and its AWFUL desires!
Create in me a new heart without LUST
A heart that is not drawn to sin
A heart that cannot sin
Lord, I cannot do it on my own
I need your help!
Abba Father, please break this spell from me
I hate to open that door, but something stirs me to do it
Help me not to open that door
Help me not to yearn and long for more
Help me to not only stay away but to be repulsed by it
Break the spell of lust in me oh Lord!
Set me free from all wicket desires
Give me a new heart oh Lord, that I may Live
I reject and renounce the defiled heart
I reject and renounce wicked desires
I reject and renounce pornography
I receive THE LORD JESUS into my new heart
a new heart without evil desires
a new heart that cannot return to lust
a new heart that FEARS THE LORD
a new heart that HATES sin
a new and PURE heart
I receive the FATHER AND THE PRECIOUS HOLY SPIRIT
and I am born again in THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS
Amen.